REEEEWIND! And so, i have been in army a good 5months now, i have been to far more then what i thought my body and mind could possibly give and i must say im addicted to that feel, it kinds of makes you feel invincible, untouchable, top of the world. I used to be the sort that requires quite alot of foreign input before i dared to approach something new but now, whey hey, im a changed man no less, im definitely more decisive then before, and most of the decisions dun suck like they used to.

So well, yet again i am met with another crossroad in NS, should i stay in infantry, or artillery. for simplicity sake, i would exclude all job scopes from the different vocations, all i would say is. infantry gets to stay back at SAFTI MI, thats the cool new uber clean rooms we live in now. but with tougher trainings.

Artillery on the other hand, you get to go back to community living (8 man bunk as far as i know) amenities are appalling and the food sucks. but life over there is quite a bit more easier as far as i know. going to artillery means that i would be closer to home, so close in fact i could walk there. =D

But, going to artillery means ditching all the mates i've made in OCS thus far, and starting things anew in a fresh new scary environment, and i diss that feeling qutie a fair bit.

well just for info's sake, i've opted for artillery. but i must confess my passion isnt there. so i guess its all or nothing for me yet again.. haha!

im fuckin sick and tired of being lonely.   ¶ 6:36 PM