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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
  some blog things siyu made me do
Instructions:
-Take a look at your friends, then list up to 10 things you want to say to 10 different friends.
-DO NOT state who these people are.
-DO NOT confirm or deny any "comment speculation".
-Then tag five 5 people.

1)i have no idea why we make such good friends seriously, everything about us are distant opposites but yet, its been over a decade already, so thats half our lifetime already isnt it? i still remember how you were the "boss" of the gang way back in primary school and made us join your prototyping drawing gang of sort. i still vividly recall how we got chased by stray dogs in my neighborhood and resorted to climbing trees and jumping into drains. yes boss, half a lifetime, 10 years and counting. and i am sure our kids would hear about our dumb pranks.

You need to learn how to interact with people more, like marcus says, you need to stop taking people for granted at times. surely though, we know changes doesnt happen overnight and for goodness sake, don't. we've learnt to laugh your damn C*B attitude off already. so take your time.


2)this one, i REALLY SUPER DUPER have NO idea why we can be friends for that long already, a decade also to be exact, you're the really quiet and introverted guy but you are actually quite opiniated inside. its a shame really, you have the ideals but you are always too shy to pull them off. Joke more man, broaden ur social circle and make them stick! remember: Chicks dun fall from the sky. Must go out and know them one ya? be more sure about yourself sometimes, you seem to blame yourself when things doesnt go your way cause u don't have enough confidence in yourself. take heart!


3)you've been always the really "sui bian" guy of our gang, though we've known each other relatively long too (since p5) i've never really gotten to know you deep down until we ended up in the same polytecnic course. events leading to clavius have too, shown me the real side of you, the side which has evaded us for quite a long while already. You seem nonchalent, but the truth is, you care more than anyone else. being in the toughest unit in BMT has proven that you're one tough sod. and your sonny's gonna grow up like you! rah!


4)you were the newest entry to our "old primary school" gang, starting out only in secondary 2, fact is, we wouldnt even have met if it weren't for jianhong. i can frankly tell you the days spent in that faithful holiday bungalow was the best time of my life till this point and i miss every little dumb ah beng ah lian antics we pulled off during that time. but alas, fate played a cruel trick and we were practically out of contact till 2 years later, when you contacted me to tuition you.

i didn't know, not that it matters now how i fell so deeply in love with you. you were practically my heart and soul for the next 13 months. though differences got the better of us at the end, i am proud to say you've made the biggest impact in my life. gone is that narrow minded old fool who loves to nag like a old man. i wouldnt say i am a 100% changed man. but yes. it is enough. Thank you.


5)you're the bestest female friend i have in the entire world! i think we click like no other cus both you and i and are lame like a crippled cow. Thanks to lynn for our fated friendship. You were the reall introverted sort on the outside, refusing to talk to guys alot that kind. but i must say mixing with us has made you become much more the TRUE person that you are inside. i feel your rantings to want to break out from this rigid system you have at home. i can assure you, it wouldnt take long before you truly have the freedom and the heart to go out and just hang loose. you are the most effective people i've known thus far, seems like every task becomes chicken feat once you've taken care of them. love you!


6)you started off as the most timid girl i've ever known, always quiet, always very "ok lor" one. fact is we're SUPPOSED to know each other way back since primary school, but i think i was too handsome at that time so i didn't pay attention to you (note: i am not stuck up). only got to know you when i was in secondary 3 cus i like to bio those guides chicks and most of my friends in secondary school was from scouts. i didn't know you much then, only knew you had your hair tied so tightly to the back it looks as if you're having a facelift.

come poly, what luck! ended up in the same school again, i remember i saw you coming into the booth and we both went "ehhh?!" haha! you signed up for the camp to my delight, and you proved a good sport actually. somehow i've still got to apologise for my dismeanours during the period of our courtship, i couldnt possibly apologise enough for the hurt i caused you. but yet you forgave me and still gave me your shoulder and someone to rant too when alvin the old man needs to. i am delighted to have you as my friend. bestest endeavour with your boy! remember what i said last night ya? it has only just begun. =)

7.8.9.10 tml then write, not emo now cannot type this kinda post. =P
 
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
  i heart you
its 4am in the morning, im bored stiff, im too tired to finish watching my DVDs and too awake for bed. so bored, i went and pondered about the kind of girl i would love to date. Dear reader's if you fit more than 90% of the criterias listed below, or know anyone who do. find a nearest wall you can find and wham your head on it a couple of times.

cus no, im not ready to be attached, just some eye candies for thoughts and for me to laugh at a few years down the road.

To my dear female readers, if you have a qualms against shallow men, please, do not read any further. im gonna be shallow for once (or maybe a couple of times)

1) she ought to have curls! i love girls with curls! I LOVE GIRLS WITH CURLS! like emily's =(

2)she ought to be at least of kissable height compared to me, standing up.
im currently standing at 184 (courtesy of MINDEF) so go measure up.

3)monetary wise, im not too concerned, she can spend my money as much as i can provide and yes, that means your prada and gucci if i can afford it down the road.

4)this point's abit ambiguous. i would love someone to be fun-loving, but also homely like yours truly. that means, im fine if you party hard, just come back unfucked and undrunk at the end of the day.

5)i have pms-isque behaviours at times. either fix me or live with it.

6) those lovey dovey i-cant-live-without-you relationships don't work, or rather, doesnt work SO FAR, so im not keen to try. be independent.

7) matured, i think the problem with me is, i cant stand having to babysit someone, having to bring myself a mentality lower to communicate with oneself and handling quarrels and disagreements the immature way.

7b)as such, i would prefer NOT to date girls whom are more than 2 years younger than me.

8)i can stand you having tonnes and tonnes of GENUINE male buddies whom you wouldnt mind me getting along with. so i probably require more or less autonomicity from you when it comes to me and my female buddies.

9)the ability to communicate with me without any difficulties, im a good guesser at times i reckon, but im no mind reader, neither do i have the constituition to probe. u think we both have a problem, please oh so kindly bring it out. i'd gladly swallow my ego, weld shut my mouth. toothpick open my eyes and listen to you.

10) CONFIRM PRUS CHOP MUST! MUST MUST! have curls! like emily. =(
 
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
  i heart my adobe illustrator
addicted to vectors i tell you, so much so im re-learning how to use illustrator. talk about a GDIT lesson 3 years in the making!

you can view my works on here

be warned though, extremely nooby and quite possibly nauseating for art lovers.
 
Saturday, July 01, 2006
  DON'T LIKE MY NEW BLOG
my first grunge work, credits to www.angryblue.com (brushes) and the creator of the "Skratch Punk" fonts. open for comments.

sides, headed back to school to collect my long overdue graduation package, my seat number will be ff 36, anyone seated in that vicinity? Took the whole day off so that i could attend the 2006/2007 main committee annual general meeting which i must say, an exceptional job well done fellows. Headed to JP for dinner with some of them and took some pictures on the way, will post them up after i come back from my primary school reunion dinner. Watched fatboy86 spend 10 bucks on some arcade machine and went home. boring me.

in fact, so bored i was, i rumaged through my early designs and gave them an overhaul, made a couple of new works and this blogskin. still ain fantastic yet but i reckon im improving no?
 

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