my weekend diary saturday: woke up at 3pm,eat, took meds. sleep again from 5 to 7, eat, did a little FYP, sleep

sunday: woke up @ 4, eat, finish up meds, think of stupid stuff.

havent got my haircut. zz  ¶ 6:42 PM 1 Comments

  random rants random rants, im just gonna talk (type) my ass off, no topic, just rants

wondering wad would u be doing when u grw up, dreams? wad dreams? dreams put food on the table? dreams pay the bills? dreams gets u the chick? fuck. no! it fuckin cant. i love cars,i wanna get into automotive stuff.. but i cant eat brembo 8 pots calipers and delfi meters can i? argh. screw reality.

How queer huh, being all car-lover and all, i cant even drive. yes u read it, I CANT FUCKIN DRIVE. so wad the hell? racing? to hell with u! ARGHHHH!!

wads wrong with me man, how can i be so fuckin emotional, i hate it, being emotional and being a guy doesnt mix, it really doesnt. guys arent fuckin supposed to cry! fuck double standards man.i miss her, yeah i noe i do, but den again, i dun wanna be frens. its hard to explain. it just really too much to let go, i dun get the rationale behind all these "lets be frens" kinda shit. flame me, but enlighten me if u will. if u loved him/her so much, u gotta break up, fine. but why that "lets be fren" shit?  ¶ 1:01 AM 4 Comments

  mr slack i wanna slack! i wanna tio 4d big big and quit studying! marry a supermodel! make love to her 5 times a day! have 5 kids and then have a divorce so she can leech my $!

ok fine, i just wanna slack. sheez!

adva's submission coming loh~ can u spell D.E.A.T.H to alvin? suddenly have the urge to own alot of stuff. i want contact lenses! i wan a new haircut! i want a new wadrobe( as in clothes)!! RAWR!!! gonna pak chiou (rob) a bank tml, anyone down?  ¶ 3:26 AM 1 Comments

  laksa and lime juice dun mix ate that for lunch. haf a feeling that smt big is coming man.. zzz stomach rumbling liao. wtf wtf wtf!

driving lessons sux to the core today. 1st half still alrite. 2nd half that bugger on phone half the time! den keep giving me last min instructions. kaoz.. gonna take dad's car out for personal tuition later on. zzzz

wishlist updated! buahahaha!  ¶ 7:03 PM 0 Comments

  dinner, national day

yummy! haha wish sum1 were here to taste it  ¶ 10:22 PM 1 Comments

  i think i found the gal of my dreams   ¶ 11:26 PM 3 Comments

  olive is teh bomb simple and green, love it. haha. alvinlovesu v3!  ¶ 8:15 PM 1 Comments

  ah.. morning. hate em ever woke up, missing someone you thought you've forgotten? i do. and the feeling isnt pleasant. its been like wad? 2 months? no maybe 3? i've forgotten. too long. ah.. move on darling alvin.. move on.  ¶ 12:13 AM 3 Comments