hello again dear blog ah again, thousand apologies for exploding at the club yesterday, and in frnt of the freshmen summore, i really think i owe yuwen, yapmeng and the rest of the freshies a BIG BIG sorry =(. but i think there's smt which i like to clarify to u guys, i wasnt a tad bit angry abt the cupboard case. i dun even care if it breaks, break break la.. i wasnt even angry abt the fact that i wasnt informed. cos it was so minor..

i was in fact, disappointed with myself that i could have reacted in a more proactive way rather then to shoot off at u guys. i was actually rather alrite when yapmeng told me it was an accident, den i saw everyone's looks on their faces. i kinda felt the damage done and it all went downhill from there, and the actions from a particular sumone who just left the room to find his flirting partners kinda irks me further..

speaking of that particular someone, i am really really disappointed over him, doesnt he realise that wad he's doing now is gonna cause him to self destruct sooner or later, hell, im a guy too, dammit i just fell out from a relationship too, but i do not see the point that one haf to go around, flirting gals, talking ill about ur ex gf and neglecting ur frens. yea true, on seeing this u might have said "i happy can liao", sure~ dammit im sure ur happy. but for how long, life reciprocates my dear fren, u mess up and life messes u up 2 folds, mayb not now, mayb not soon, but it'd happen my dear fren..

well besides that, everything's all fine now, went to sch for 1 practical class today, saw alan, shuhui, beijing hao and his char bo. the lesson was a total bore, guess things would have been different with Tim R or Tim T around, Job might be a good assistant but he cant really lead the class IMHO, ended up having early lunch with alan and loboing around in class.. nth much to do anyways, gonna take haffiz's work and submit i guess.. hiak hiak hiak!

went to meet up with my dear siyu, yawen, shermian, kev and shuping for lunch @ fc4, muahaha i sure can act huh guys? glad i made u guys smiled. =) supposed to have a 4 hr driving lesson later on, but uncle william fell sick after his trip to china.. buahaha.. ended up nuahing @ home from 2 to 7, nv had a LOOOONG rest like that for months.

i feel so budget all the sudden, downloading alot of free beta MMO, kinda liked the GUNZonline joshua introed, gonna try and see whether can hold my attention or not.. muahahaha

well 1 last thing guys, i've been receiving quite alot of questions on whether me and "someone" are together, the answer is a big fat "no", although i do not deny that i haf good feelings for her, but i supposed its too soon to start another relationship altogether. so there u go, alvin is still single and up for grabs! apply now!  ¶ 11:04 PM