"insert some clever quote here" nth much of day, meeting was light, excused myself from benny-scolding-session. had a fun chat with lum,john,jas and pok. went to class. 3hr. nearly die from dry nose. came home. now waiting for weilun and wenjun to appear in weilun's "AE86", jealous those early 1986 buggers get to drive so soon. =(

gonna lend wenjun my initial D comics. gonna go boardshorts hunting tml after sch. anyone game? going to queensway.  ¶ 8:28 PM 0 Comments

  driving, yet again, WO YAO 200SX!!! finally can drive comfortably liao.. haha not so stress like the first few lessons. instructor oso said im more relaxed.. he keep emphasizing that im not looking far enuff though.. haha. practised junction turning and U-turn today.. haha siao liao play too much game, the steering wheel need to turn back very fast.. den i slowly turn.. travel like snake like that. but alrite la.. finally got the hang of zebra crossing turning..quite a fruitful lessons. cleared alot of doubts.

heh shit.. i think i gt a boyracer in me sia.. there's a riced out celica SS 1 drving past me.. den i was gunning my gas to a ohmygawdtoofast speed of 65km/h *the rd limit was 60* muahaha suprisingly nv gena scolding. just ask me to slow down for the turn.

well got to noe from him that avg 1st time passing rate for him is 30%. man~~ i wan 1st time pass.. =P well if 2nd time pass oso not bad la.. just nice for my 19th birthday. but nah~!!! i wanna 1st time pass! buahahaha.

woo happened to drop by her blog recently out of boredom. realised there was a post that.. kinda references to me. got me brooding over it for awhile.. haha. mayb its just me, yea.. its just me. im not those kinda "let just be frens" fan. sorry. well its been a month now. so much things changing around me. kinda feel like a 2nd puberty. haha  ¶ 8:22 PM 3 Comments

  woot haha dunch noe wad got over me today, wore long sleeve shirt with berms.. looks quite cool no? too bad for u peepz who din get to see. i tot it was damn suave.. muahahaha

went for movies with esther and helmi, initial D, wasnt as bad as i thought though, perhaps a 7/10. the plot is quite accurate, but no doubt, a lighten and recompiled version of the anime and comic. wasnt really please that keisuke wasnt inside, only gt the ryosuke and that R32 fella. well i tot the team emperor was gonne be quite poweful, but meh... hahahaha one corner and thats it. but well, its a movie. duh~.

well there goes my chances of owning a FC, insurance's gonna explode for that car cus of that movie, let alone to insure a P-plater in future, and thats provided i can find that rare gem. Im gonna be called a Edison Poser if i ever drove one anyways. so z, 200sx here i come. wait, that itsuki drove a s13. so... ARGH! FUCK!! dammit fine i'd get a nissan sunny den. life sux.

actually, although jay chou's personality fits takumi. i hereby declare that he cant act. im gonna get flamed by fangals/boys. but, hell. he cant act that well, so.. pls.. continue singing and stop acting. the movie would haf been more enjoyable if there wasnt 2 gals beside me going "JAY HAO SHUAI AH!!!", "EDISON HAO COOL AH!!!!". pifff~

anne suzuki looks quite cute. but i ain a sucker for those kinda gals. hahaha, well wads my type anyways, i really dunch noe. well i supposed i'd haf to listen to shufen's suggestion. date around (note: not flirt), get to noe more gals and stuff. (starting from u my winter melon)


went to rudy's after the movies to help me fix com. fixed it by luck sia, apparently the cpu thermal paste had harden and got the CPU stuck with the heatsink. and the cpu came out of the socket(!), i took the heatsink off to show Mr Ramly wad was a CPU, and boy, was i suprised that the CPU was stuck to the bottom of the heatsink. well, told him to prime the system and report back in 3 days. muahahaha.

alrite then. gonna go bath or smt. cya peepz  ¶ 9:09 PM 2 Comments

  Air Supply - Lost in love I realize the best part of love is the thinnest lace
And it don't count for much but I'm not letting go
I believe there's still much to believe in


So lift your eyes if you feel you can
Reach for a star and I'll show you a plan
I figured it out
What I needed was someone to show me


You know you can't fool me
I've been loving you too long
It started so easy
You want to carry on


Chorus:
Lost in love and I don't know much
Was I thinking about
Fell out of touch
But I'm back on my feet
Eager to be what you wanted


So lift your eyes if you feel you can
Reach for a star and I'll show you a plan
I figured it out
What I needed was someone to show me


You know you can't fool me
I've been loving you too long
It started so easy
You want to carry on


haha, well certainly doesnt speak for my situation now, but yea.. nice song nontheless..  ¶ 6:30 PM 2 Comments

  today, my dear fans, the king has made a self discovery of his lifetime i feel like shit now, im feeling as if i've been bitten a few million times in my testicles by a rabid midget. i think i shud be crying now, but tears just won't flow anymore, the closest ppl i have arent talking to me anymore, no 1 loves me. i shud have known long time ago, i pretended i was the king, i pretended i was t3h omgbbq l337. but apparently im not. im no longer alvinlovesu, no alvin cant love u anymore.. cus alvin is not loved. haiz...






today..










i realised













that...










i still cant fuckin draw storyboards..









fuck im gonna like kill myself.. =D  ¶ 3:36 PM 3 Comments

  a omgwtfbbq week indeed feels like deja vu all over again, who would have thought, the fella who runs my early-teenage hangout is lecturing in my sch now.. well those were the memories. the tamiya days.. hahaha too bad the kids nowadays dun play that anymore... haha. those were the days when i combed centre parting and tot i was cool. hahaha those were also the days i carried a sharp comb around and pretend i was cool.

well his shop was the 1st place i went into R/c , i still got that ta01 chassis at home. albeit with 2 broken shock towers, thx to a 13 turn motor. hahaha. if i got the money and the time, im sure to head back into that hobby.

supposed to go sentosa today, but im feeling rather tired this week, so decided to nua at home, nua-ed indeed... 15hours of slp rox. hahahaha. but waking up to see the sun.. im thinkin "wow damn i shud be at sentosa" haha.. but meh!! nxt week im goin too! i've got a date! im irresistable to some1! yes! hell yes! i am Mr- irresistable! muahahahha

till nxt week den! =D  ¶ 5:04 PM 1 Comments

  carpenters - all you get from love is a love song Like sailin’ on a sailin’ ship to nowhere
Love took over my heart like an ocean breeze
As seagulls fly I knew that I was losin’
Love was washed away with the driftin’ tide
Oh it’s a dirty old shame
When all you get from love is a love song
That’s got you layin’ up nights
Just waitin’ for the music to start
It’s such a dirty old shame
When you got to take the blame for a love song
Because the best love songs are written
With a broken heart
And now the tears in my eyes are ever blinding
The future that lies before me I cannot see
Although tomorrow I know the sun is rising
Lighting up the world for everyone, but not for me
Oh it’s a dirty old shame
When all you get from love is a love song
That’s got you layin’ up nights
Just waitin’ for the music to start
It’s such a dirty old shame
When you got to take the blame for a love song
Because the best love songs are written
With a broken heart

Oh it’s a dirty old shame
When all you get from love is a love song
That’s got you layin’ up nights
Just waitin’ for the music to start
It’s such a dirty old shame
When you got to take the blame for a love song
Because the best love songs are written
With a broken heart

Well it’s a dirty old shame
When all you get from love is a love song
That’s got you layin’ up nights
Just waitin’ for the music to start
It’s such a dirty old shame
When you got to take the blame for a love song
Because the best love songs are written
With a broken heart

my all time fav, haha din actually pay attention to the lyrics until dear shufen pointed it out. now that i read it thru.. it really does say wad im feeling now no? love songs.. how i missed those in ur msn nicks.. haha..  ¶ 10:15 PM 1 Comments

  its over and done, but the hurting lives on, inside.. its been a while hasnt it, i miss you alot, i cant seem to get over u no matter how hard i try, but i gotta try harder. cus i noe u wun come back already. but the fact remains. i miss u, i miss the things we shared, i missed the every little thing we do for each other. i miss you.

im sorry i couldnt hold back my emotions that day when u msged me. i noe u must've been quite shocked by that reply i gave, im sorry. i wonder how u are doing now, u must be doin well.. as always.

i think about all the things we havent got to do, things we talked abt all day. im afriad of being reminded of them. Even when im driving, i think abt when u used to nag me to learn driving faster so that i can be ur chaffeur. I go shopping, saw those kind of pants u bugged me to try on last time in bugis village, reminds me of u once more. reminds me.. of the days gone by. i go drinking alone, i remember how childish i used to be when im unhappy abt u drinking and stuff.. i see the last gift u've given me, my name on a license plate. its so sweet.. even though you arent here anymore.

i told my frens, i hate u, i wun ever cry for u cus u arent worth it. but im doing the exact opposite now. i wonder how long would it take me to let things go. why cant i be like terence, can let go of stuff so easily.. how i wish i could. be like him. so i could leave u behind.. and move on. ur gone, ur moving on, me.. i thought i moved on, but fact is, i haven't.

how long.. just how long.. tell me.. pls..  ¶ 10:30 PM 2 Comments

  yay new skin nice or not? leave sum comments pls.. haha.. well.. thats wad u get on a lonely sunday afternoon. went for driving lessons.. i think i read too much initial d. used the drain to turn..(mount kerb la actually =P) tmd gena scold like no tml by instructor. .went out to main road today mostly, damn gan cheong man.. released clutch too fast at one of the traffic light.. =( the car was jerking like some retarded animal havin sex. den this dumb arse honda phamtom rider, he wan u-turn dun wan u-turn like that. den i steer away la scared that bugger suddenly decided to turn. nearly kiss bustop. =( gotta practise alot if i wan a one-time pass. MUAHAHAHA DIE JUNXIAN! we're gonna get our license together!! mUAHAHAHAA!  ¶ 5:03 PM 1 Comments

  wooooot.. fathers' day oh well, got my dad a bottle of Absolut Vodka, guess he nv tried western liquor before. gonna see whether he likes it or not. =D

well, its been a rather..turbulent week hasnt it dear frens.. i shalln't mention wad happned mainly. i guess u guys noe better. haha. well besides that, i stepped down from main comm today, the ceremony wasnt as glorious and formal as i anticipated (since when did things turned out the way i anticipated anyways) but.. meh.. wadahell.. well i think sum of u tot i was mad or smt and left halfways thru the meeting. haha. i admit, i got emo and went to sulk in the little corner of mine. boo hoo hoo l'll alvin. boo hoo hoo..

i guess the club's been my 2nd home for quite awhile, well it was there when i went thru the most difficult stuff in my life, and it was there to witness the most beautiful events, been there without question whenever i needed an escape.

being made to lead really changed my life, for the better nontheless, i've seen relationships crumble, frenships drifted apart and loss of hair(haha.) no doubt, i was a victim of the aforementioned.. symtoms? haha. i learnt a great deal about myself, and working with others in general. i learnt how fragile relationships are. i learnt how impt is it to keep a critical balance to work/play/love. thus, i step down, i step down owing the club the greatest deal ever. because it made me discover. ME, alvin teu li yuan.

i stepped down, i stepped down a proud man, cus i knew i made a difference in the club, make use of this difference we made for u, the new main comm, utilise it in any ways possible, make the club grow bigger.

i would be missing you dear club, u new fuckheads better take gr8 care of it else kim moh beng alvin's gonna rip ur testicles off (if applicable), munch on them and spit cum at ur face! grr!

ciaoz!  ¶ 12:39 AM 0 Comments

  in sch now ,muahahha using the school laptop, looking at design magazines.. gonna come up with a a new skin very very soon. i hope.. muahahha. stepping down in a day.. gonna miss the club alot.. =\  ¶ 12:54 PM 2 Comments

  sentosa and u = w00000tt wad a wonderful, albeit fast, day at the beach! haha, went to sentosa with my dear siyu, chalk, yap, jun yuan, ah chui, kelvin, jin, bs, leons, relia and suraj.

met up 12pm at harbourfront, surprised that chalk was on time for this trip.. muahaha!. reached there with siyu like 12.15? haha, went to the market for lunch while waiting for suraj to come. yada yada. went into sentosa, dammit. i would nv ever go to sentosa ever again on saturdays in school holidays. dammit it was so packed u'd step on bikini aunties sun tanning everytime u play ball games.

we had shit loads of fun there though. haha was swimming here and there, realised that i can actually swim better den siyu. MUAHAHAHAHA! swam to the pontoon and loboed there for awhile, stupid yap pushed junyuan down the water and made junyuan's specs drop into the water. wahahaha. heng junyuan not angry. the swim to the pontoon was fun, BS and relia couldnt swim, had to ask our SP lifesavers (ah chui and junyuan) to swim them to the platform. relia was damn funny, damn panicky, we threatened to leave them both at the pontoon and swim back. hiak hiak hiak!

after that was a mostly OTOT day, was showing the kids how to make uber cool sand sculpture out of our sexy beer belly BS. would post the pic when kelvin sends me. made me laugh my arse off. i think i can make this a new hobby liao.. muahahaha!

after that jin found a lifevest floating, haha then the guys decided to swim to the opposite island, while BS cling on the lifevest. leaving relia, dearie and me behind T-T. it looks kinda fun though. hahaha. swimming is actually fun.

and after a 30min queue (NEVER EVER GO TO SENTOSA ON HOLIDAYS!!) to bath in a pathethic cubicle. went to find chin rui and co. haha din really felt comfy hanging out with them, left dearie there and went to 7-11 to get sum fuud. went to harbourfront pastamania for dinner, pasta + half a pizza. not bad la. quite full.

after that, was kinda bored, contemplating on where to go, relia complained say she lonely, so siyu and i decided to send her home, and do a bit of shopping at bugis village too (oh yea this babe lives in bugis), whoa BV sure changed alot sia. alot of shops gone liao. bah~ was thinking of getting sum berms and pants.. oh well. haha. the gals were happily browsing thru maui babe bikinis thinking it was sum cheapo $30 bikini until i told them its $70. hahahaha! shud haf seen the look on them.

and then the long trip back! finally! sum quality time with my honey! sent her home and reached home like 11.30pm.  ¶ 1:50 PM 0 Comments

  application closed thank you for all the 500,533,322 women who sent in their application form to be my soul mate. application is hereby closed and announcement would be made very soon.


ps: thx helmi for talking me into this! =D  ¶ 11:35 PM 2 Comments

  hello again dear blog ah again, thousand apologies for exploding at the club yesterday, and in frnt of the freshmen summore, i really think i owe yuwen, yapmeng and the rest of the freshies a BIG BIG sorry =(. but i think there's smt which i like to clarify to u guys, i wasnt a tad bit angry abt the cupboard case. i dun even care if it breaks, break break la.. i wasnt even angry abt the fact that i wasnt informed. cos it was so minor..

i was in fact, disappointed with myself that i could have reacted in a more proactive way rather then to shoot off at u guys. i was actually rather alrite when yapmeng told me it was an accident, den i saw everyone's looks on their faces. i kinda felt the damage done and it all went downhill from there, and the actions from a particular sumone who just left the room to find his flirting partners kinda irks me further..

speaking of that particular someone, i am really really disappointed over him, doesnt he realise that wad he's doing now is gonna cause him to self destruct sooner or later, hell, im a guy too, dammit i just fell out from a relationship too, but i do not see the point that one haf to go around, flirting gals, talking ill about ur ex gf and neglecting ur frens. yea true, on seeing this u might have said "i happy can liao", sure~ dammit im sure ur happy. but for how long, life reciprocates my dear fren, u mess up and life messes u up 2 folds, mayb not now, mayb not soon, but it'd happen my dear fren..

well besides that, everything's all fine now, went to sch for 1 practical class today, saw alan, shuhui, beijing hao and his char bo. the lesson was a total bore, guess things would have been different with Tim R or Tim T around, Job might be a good assistant but he cant really lead the class IMHO, ended up having early lunch with alan and loboing around in class.. nth much to do anyways, gonna take haffiz's work and submit i guess.. hiak hiak hiak!

went to meet up with my dear siyu, yawen, shermian, kev and shuping for lunch @ fc4, muahaha i sure can act huh guys? glad i made u guys smiled. =) supposed to have a 4 hr driving lesson later on, but uncle william fell sick after his trip to china.. buahaha.. ended up nuahing @ home from 2 to 7, nv had a LOOOONG rest like that for months.

i feel so budget all the sudden, downloading alot of free beta MMO, kinda liked the GUNZonline joshua introed, gonna try and see whether can hold my attention or not.. muahahaha

well 1 last thing guys, i've been receiving quite alot of questions on whether me and "someone" are together, the answer is a big fat "no", although i do not deny that i haf good feelings for her, but i supposed its too soon to start another relationship altogether. so there u go, alvin is still single and up for grabs! apply now!  ¶ 11:04 PM 6 Comments

  Virgin post for alvinlovesu!! hello everyone, guess wad, i've got a new blog, my own 1 this time! haha no more sharing for me! muahahhaa! first off i gotta apologise for pulling a black face during ICTO, as most of u guys noe, im going thru sum rather traumatising events in my life, but dunch fret, im perfectly alrite now and kicking!

Speakin of ICTO, haha, boy wasnt it fun? although i wasnt in the state of mind to really go in and participate in the games... =P started off the day waking up early to go to yap's place, yada yada, i was late as usual (srry rudy and yuwen =P) cus i gotta shit. so went there to massage the chicken wings, boy! hadi is a uber cook man! he can cut chicken wings effortlessly... and our dearest Mr Rudy Ramly, the heir to the ramly burger chain. so yada yada, we were on the way there in yap's dad's bus, noticed smt about yap's dad, his dad drives the bus in only 2 gears sia... 3rd and 4th.. thats a seasoned veteran for u!! hahaha!

so we got to carpark C, and i finally realised that pasir ris park was actually very near to the MRT station.. hmm.. nxt time drive sure die 1.. get lost like siao.

nth much during daytime, i was literally drifting from grps to grps tryin to hitch a conversation or sumting like that. den remembered i gotta teach Siyu how to cycle.. so go loan this 2 seater 1, let her sit behind get used to the bike 1st... ha.. rather fast learner sia she... 15mins got it liao.. congratulations on learning how to cycle darling!

and not to mentioned witnessing the dumbest act of the century, ever witness 2 ah bengs (joshua and jia xian) tryin to fly a dumb garbage bag kite?!?! picture this, its a crowded saturday afternoon at the beach, a fat fella with purple and blonde hair runs by u, holding a raffia ball or string tied to a garbage bag tryion desperately to make it fly.. dammit.. nearly laughed my balls off.. haha!

den @ nite talked cocked with junxian, jinghao my fellow VCD ah beng, o-really-ah and siyu, den ended up in the tent, according to siyu, it was a snoring symphony inside for the guys.. sorry ah siyu, u should haf woked me up.. muahaha!! and the best thing is.. i bathed b4 slping.. siyu nv bath, we slp beside each other.. den morning woke up liao smell like her.. dammit.. grr!  ¶ 11:07 PM 4 Comments